February 2011
215 posts
I fall for
Any guy that sees through all of my bull shit and calls me out on it. I fall for guys that put me in check by reminding me I need people in my life. I fall for them every time. Too bad they are never man enough to handle my bull shit or brave enough to stick around.
Forever closed off thanks to the boys that figured me out.
All I need in this life is friends. Suitors can gtfo.
January 2011
47 posts
Can't wait to stop feeling like this.
Woke up this morning.
-4 hours of sleep
-felt like pdiddy
-I need the villain vinylmation.
-I need to get paid
-GTL
-it’s t-shirt time.
The truth please.
Why lie?
Dreams
I had a dream about you last night. I woke up and my heart was broken all over again.
Romance is dead.
That’s what I tell myself after every good romantic movie. It explains why there are no good romantic gestures in my life.
I want to move to Orange County NOW.
I would not be stranded in my effing apartment while I get texts saying wish you were here.
All I'll ever be is cute.
I’m not sexy, hot, pretty, gorgeous, beautiful, goddess-like, model-esque, or any other amazing adjective to describe a woman. I’m just cute. You know what else cute describes?? Puppies, babies, kittens, little children, cupcakes, kids movies. I am not a woman. I am nothing but a cute little girl and that is all I’ll ever be. Disgusted with my looks today.
I only want to sing duets.
It took me 2 months to get used to sleeping with a person beside me. It should have taken 2 months to get used to sleeping alone. Its been 9 months. I would like to sleep well now.
My life isn't slowing down anytime soon.
I miss you. You know who you are.
First life lesson of the new year.
…. and I can’t even write about it.
I just didn't want to.
Getting out of bed today has been the biggest challenge ever. I’m not depressed I’m just comfortable. Epitome of a lazy Sunday.
Last night happened.
It was full of everything: emotional breakdown, someone got a girlfriend, violence, drugs, alcohol, martinelli’s, red cups, flirting, friends, laughter, crying, cleaning, wrestling, kisses, hugs, comfort, taco bell, singing, stuff getting broken, yelling, a countdown, real talk, fake talk, hand holding, warmth, cold, sequins, diva, love.
