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This is me giving up

In a fight or flight situation I’m always going to choose fight. If you have me if you need me I’m here I’m ride or die. I’m down to where my heart on my sleeve. Just promise me you’re not make believe. But I know that I am a snow storm and baby you are the summer. We are a freak show that could never belong to eachother. I’m not naive these eyes can see....

Mar 29th

Yes I am engaged.

Jon Martinez. He’s a good man. watch for the wedding anouncement.

Mar 28th

I never stood a chance.

Life is unkind.

Mar 28th

One more rant then I'll go back to posting...

Reasons I will not get married: A promise should mean more than a ring and a piece of paper. What is a ring? A metal circle and the marriage license is just a piece of paper another legal document. After years and years I want a person to choose to be with me out of love and loyalty not because a circle of metal and a typed up piece of paper tells them they have to be. Divorce is messy. I was...

Mar 27th

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The poor shmuck

Commitment is the one thing I cannot give easily. For creative writing purpose I will refer to the next guy as “you”. You have to understand I’m a flirt. That’s my personality and that’s just how I am. At the end of the day you’re the one I want in my bed holding me at night. You have to be complete without me. I do not want a shell of a person I want a...

Mar 27th

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I'm a snowstorm

Baby you’re the summer. We could never belong to each other.

Mar 27th

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Mar 22nd

My heart hurts.

I need to take myself out on a date I’m being a bad girlfriend.

Mar 21st

A workaholic wants a day off.

I want to lay in bed with a gorgeous man, talk about everything and nothing, watch movies I have never seen before, and be too lazy to get food but inevitably eat junk food and hop right into bed. Sounds so good.

Mar 20th

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Mar 18th

Self loathing post

I feel like I should give up my personality and all my morals. I’ll also start posting nudes and objectify myself. Maybe then I’ll get a guy to want me. Nah fuck that.

Mar 18th